There’s a choice that’s been running through my mind ever since I decided to go for the MA at UCL – full time or part time? Both have their advantages (and their dedicated advocates), and both could have suited me, said I a few months ago.
After much deliberation (there were lists. Many, many lists) I applied for the full time. I wanted the full postgrad experience, I wanted to dedicate my waking hours to one thing and one thing only, and even during the hours of the part time job I knew I’d have to get I still wanted to be defined as a postgrad, wanted to not do the sensible thing for once in my life. I thought I had the funds, and there was a chance that it would work out and I could just go for it.
That sort of attitude would have been perfectly fine, admirable even, a few years ago, when funding was plentiful and rents in London only cost an arm and a leg, not your liver and spleen as well (a slightly tipsy comment on the price of cocktails from a friend of mine, which I am determined to adopt for my very own. I like the word spleen.). But nowdays it’s just not feasible, as the AHRC has given out their last lot of funding and postgrads flood the charity sector looking for help.
And until recently, I still would have been able to manage it. It would have been hard, and tiring, and I’d still have had to have found a full time-ish job after the teaching terms ended, but I could have done it.
Unfortunately, life got in the way, and some things changed for me. So I’ve had to make a choice. My options were to cripple myself with debt and work a full time job while doing a full time MA, or do the sensible thing and throw myself onto UCL’s mercy and attempt to go part time so I can actually find time to sleep. Sort of a no brainer, put like that!
Thankfully, the wonderful people at UCL were able to help, and hopefully I’ll be offered a place on the part time MA.
It’s not how I wanted to do this, I was very much looking forward to graduating next year and getting myself into a professional post in a speedy fashion (ahh, optimism.), but I think it’ll work out for the best. I’ll be able to afford to eat, for one thing, and I’m rather fond of sleeping. Plus I’ll hopefully be able to take what I learn on the course and apply it at work, and vice versa (one from my lists!).
This is all a rather fatalistic view of things, I know, but the situation in London is a little more dire than the rest of the country due to the stupid rents, which not only impact me next year but also mean I can’t build up my savings this year. In fact, that would be one top tip I’d give to new grad trainees, or anyone thinking of doing the MA or the MSc in the future – SAVE YOUR MONEY.
Anyway. The moral here is be very prepared, and then prepare some more, London is expensive, and the people at UCL are a particularly awesome brand of wonderful.